birthday...

This year's birthday got to be one of the worse one i ever had, maybe i expect too much, or maybe i am just surrounded by insensitive friends. Well, i was utterly disappointed when throughout my birthday, (which is 10 Sept) only 3 people remember... (consider huiting, den it will be 4)... how pathetic can it get.... to think i always make it a point to remember people's birthday and try to buy pressie as well as send them greetings at the appropiate timing. Well, i guess it doesnt pay to be nice ba... i wasnt expecting anything, especially since no one really send me any present (i referring to jc classmates) since i was in jc... except during my 21st bday where a few of them did buy me something, it is not tat i gian the present, i am just utterly disappointed that almost no one bother to even send a simple greeting (sms, msn, etc)... it really makes me wonder, for 5 years, i am being treated like tat, why shd i even bother to put in effort to rem ppl's bdae, not to mention to chip in 15-20 bucks per person per bdae is rather straining for someone of limited means like me... well i guess i shd stop being a toot from today on... zzz