kaoz, so long never go out, 1 time go out spend so much

haha dono how long never go jp walk walk le.. today decided to go, primarily to get hair wax oso, haha so go there see see look look lo... reach there walk arnd... den decided shd buy sunscreen lotion oso,o cuz last week swim until chao ta, jitao let ppl say i roasted pig -__-.. thx MS INKY!!... -__-....

anyway reached ntuc den go walk arnd.. haha end up bought a bottle of clay (wootz, NTUC got discount of abt 80cents for gatsby wax and clay) and also a bottle of Hazeline moisturising cream. lol realise i got no moisturiser or aloe vera gel to put on my dried and cracked skin, so buy 1 bottle in case.. heh, lucky never buy the coppertone sunscreen lotion at ntuc.. went to watson to find out they have 20% discount on a lot of stuff.. bought the banana boat brand instead of coppertone cuz abt same price but the banana one got more =x, i veri kiasu one.. and on top of tat i am not exactly sure if hypogenic or something liddat means water proof anot, so got the banana one which is stated explicitly as water resistant... anyway, since got offer, i oso sunpian buy the mech 3 shaving blades refill.. -_- end up spend like..... 30-40bucks liddat.. T_T

haha anyway, if u got stuff to buy, can go watson see see, the 20% realli good deal.. haha

haha newest update

apparently the zi zi zi and the poof sound wasnt really the cause of the fan going down.. as the whole stretch of ppl all have their fan gone down -_- wat the HELL... one month charge me close to 200, the fan oso liddat... $^#@#!@!%!#^!#

my fan ju ba boom..

last nite, listen to a fren advice, tried to slp early.. well, early is arnd 1am++, lie a while, den managed to get to slp i think arnd 2+... i rem hearing zi zi zi sound coming from my fan at a point of time, as i was awaken by the irritating sound.. then i also remember hearing a rather soft poooooopfff... (something like a muffled explosion) and when i woke up due to stuffiness at 5am+, i realise the fan was down.. -_-... try as i may, i cant get it to start again >.< and tat KDK ceiling fan was onli newly installed for around 3month plus onli lor... wat the hell... oh.. the fan managed to come alive after i came back from lesson, which is arnd 6pm plus plus, juz as i was happily telling my fren how hardcore KDK ceiling fan is, the s2pid fan died again, barely rotating for more than 20mins.. gy.. tat's it... tomorrow go hall office ask for change le...

uploading is so mafan

a few pic, rest lazy upload.. so mafan.. pwee

finally understand wat the feeling is, altho i still dono wat is bothering me...

after several weeks, say.. abt 2 or 3? i finally managed to "pinpoint" what the moody feeling is.. it is something, somewhere between lonely and isolated, however, the feeling is neither, sounds kinda chim but tat is perhaps the best way to describe how i feel and has been feeling.

But then, despite knowing this, i dono wat is the cause, altho i have some speculation... most probably due to some background issues, ahaha no wonder human need love... one form or another... despite the fact tat one form of love cannot displace and/or replace another, when u have one, u tends to be less needy on the other... (of cuz, there is more than 2 kind of love, but i am juz using 2 for the ease of explanation)

speaking of which, i realise, when u have none, or u perceive u have none, then big problem sets in... depression, constant moodiness, blah blah blah all comes in.. and most probably self pity too.. which is bad..

talking abt self pity, a fren once said... animals dun wallow in self pity.. they are onli aware of their weakness and disadvantage but not feeling helpless (and wants the whole world to pity them). They continue to fight for survival despite their disadvantage and seldom do we see them give up. [ok, my fren din say all these, he only said animals dun wallow in self pity, the rest are wat i made out of it] This is why i feel that human should not self pity, showing pity for others is already not very desirable (i believe in helping others to live better by teaching them how to, not doing it for them, unless in extreme cases) let alone pitying oneself. My bro told me some self pity is perhaps necessary to tell us our shortcomings or weakness, perhaps tat's true, but self awareness is what is needed, not pity.. wallowing in pity has almost no (at least none i can think of) advantages, and the sad thing is, i keep seeing ppl doing that.. I used to be very sympathetic to such ppl, but as time goes by, i become quite put off by it.. how can one person juz get "engross" in a sea of self pity and hope that things get better with no input from themselves? why do they simply refuse to see? i understand it is hard, but life is harsh... and pitying oneself doesnt makes it any better..

As a result, i refrain myself from doing tat, it is not easy, as i have been having impulses to juz stop striving and let things take their own course, but when i clear my mind, i realise it shd not, and shall never be the way.. i noe i am in a shitty position in life, and i believe only my bro will understand as he went thru the same shit 4 years b4 me.. i doubt many ppl will fear for their life at the age of 22 (which is my age) but in actual fact i do... i noe i cant die in the foreseeable next 5years or so.. else the situation in my family, etc will get even worse.. and the mindset of both my parents shown when they converse and communicate to my bro is not making this any better... think i might break if i dun find an avenue for easing this pressure.. (tho i dun think it is anytime soon but...)

ah... better dun think so much... think more, worry more, stress more, ki siao sooner >.<

Life sux, but it can be made better if I try.. yeah... if i dun break first =X

heh, realise something today

today have a gathering with the gun gun aka penguin gang.. aptly name as gun gun is the "pet name" for one of my jc fren who is the reason why i noe tat grp of ppl... haha anyway had dinner at anchor point, the pizza.. den they proceed to have some cakes from secret recipe... heh... i din eat tho, no appetite.. =(

anyway.. tat's not the pt. perhaps today veri tired and stress, so din talk and contribute much to the conversation, instead, i listen alot... end up... realise something.. a few things actually

1. U dun need to express urself all the time... doing tat too often might cause some ppl to give less attention to u when u talk
2. Take a deep breath, step back, listen to wat ppl say.. u will be surprise by the things u learn from them.. be it from their wisdom and knowledge or from their naive thinking or ignorance...

altho i say so, it is oso not tat good to keep ur comments to urself all the time.. but we shd noe when to do it and when not to.. dun be like me...

like ytd.. blabber + joke + tease ppl at the wrong time, end up make tat person unhappy, then i oso quite upset abt wat i did.. so din get good rest, den end up whole day thursday feel quite low... >.< oso partially why i quite sian during the dinner... heh serve me right ba..

but at least get to learn something.. meebe i aredi know, juz tat i din realise tat it is done tat way.. well, perhaps i shd talk less, listen more.. perhaps.. perhaps...

forget to mention...

haha most impt ppl forget to mention

my mum - Huang An's Songs
my bro - Chi Xin Jue Dui (by li shengjie?) and He Yao Sun's Songs

song and ppl

alot of song reminds me of alot of ppl, shall try to list it down below...

Guys

1. Stanley - Ben Xiao Hai
2. Kai Siong - Utada Hikaru Songs, esp Sakura Drops and Simple and Clean (although i din get the songs from him)
3. Daniel - Namie Amuro's Songs
4. Huan, Sean, Mervin and gang - some technos ba.. not tat impressionable
5. Weida - Gundam Wings theme, Just Communication by Two Mix and also White Reflection by the same artise)
6.3Sg Yeo, aka Yeo Siok Wei ( a regular from my unit last time) - Initial D Songs as he show me and some of my man initial D anime from ep 1 - 3 (whole set) during out weekend COS duty.. haha
7. Jeremy, Chee Wee, Sheng Long, Chee Hong - Wake me up when September Ends (reminds me of our creative thinking project times together)

Gals

1. Jennifer Xue - Leo Ku (Gu Ju Ji) and Gigi Leung -> Xu Yuan and also Dan Xiao Gui by Gigi Leong also
2. Liping - Only Love by Trademark and My Love by westlife
3. Huiting - Dou Jiang You Tiao (Li Junjie), Tong Hua by Guan Liang? (or Ping Guan, cant remember) <- got other songs, but the last and most impressionable one is tong hua 4. Berlinda - nothing gonna change my love for u by Air Supply , tuo diao by Du De Wei
5. Jennifer Xu - Ai Ni by Cyndi
6. Yan Qi - Li Xiang Qing Ren and Zhi Xiang Ai Ni by Rainie (temp perhaps cuz happen tat i was listening to alot of rainie songs when i got to know her)
7. (edit, forget to add) Eileen Kieo - Some of Jay Songs haha, dunno why oso
8. Xiuling - Qian Li Zhi Wai (new song by Jay, with Fei Yu Qing) <-- guarantee reminds me of her as she intro me to the song, lol.. so foreseeable tat this song will be THE song...



some special perk me up songs ->

1.Kit Chan's Ru Xi Tai Shen, Xuan Ya and Xi Huan Ni
2.Gigi Leung's Older albums -> Xi Lian, Dan Xiao Gui, Xin Xian, etc
3. Daniel Chan's Older albums -> most of the songs found in his "jing xuan"
4.Fir "Wu Xian" album, esp Ci Niao , Qian Nian Zhi Lian
5.Liang Jing Ru's Si lu's almost entire album, tian shi de wei xiao (if i din get it wrong) as well as some of the older songs
6. Guang Liang and Ping Guan's older songs
7. Old chinese songs, (not Lin Dai tat period, but during the time where alot of songs are written by local talent Liang Wen Fu)
8.Michael Learns to rock - Oldies, example Paint My heart and Take me to ur Heart
9.Old Technos, trance and dance - some songs from heart attack 7 (yeah i noe it's old) and even older ones, like eurodance album 1, etc
10.Eurobeats - Initial D sound tracks like Rage ur dream, Phantom Skyline, Speedy Speed Boy (the title might be a bit wrong tho)
11. Utada Hikaru's Songs -Sakura Drop, Hikaru, Simple and Clean (english version of Hikaru, theme for kingdom hearts), First love, Can u keep a secret, Travelling, etc etc
12. Ayumi Hamasaki - A-best, (miss)understood
13. Rainie Yang Cheng Ling - Ai Mei, Li Xiang Qing Ren, Zhi Xiang Ai Ni, Bu Jian


** this list is by no means complete and i listen anything i like... those songs above i basically quote them offhand without reference.. haha

sociology.. my preference.. haha

after think so much, end up i still take back socio for PE, and seriously i wonder why this module is PE.. the lectures is ok, but the readings are a bit difficult for some of the non socio ppl.. and this mod is made for non socio ppl.. perhaps i too long never read le.. haha shall try to buck up.. read more = know more = more zai!

be a man, do the right thing...

aha quoting from yonghao.. he got this interesting way of saying.. "BEEEE a MAN, DOOO the RIGHT thing" and it always amuse me to think of it.. but haha wat exactly does being a man means, and wat does doing the right thing means, doing wat seems right might not be so right afterall, so who are we to dictate wat is right or wrong. A very ez example is, consider u are in a war torn area, a beggar come to u and ask u for a donation. do u give anot? if u give, u might cause him to become a target of violence with his new found assets, but then if u dun, u might cause him to become a thug who has to rob others for survival... so which is right and which is wrong?

i am not exactly misled, i juz wan ppl to noe that there are always implication far beyond our immediate calculations and it will be wise to take note of them...

hmmm moody ed

recently dono moody for wat reason.. has been pretty moody, stressed and a bit emotionally unbalanced i think.. haha
stressed can understand due to all the project and perhaps the team mates of some of them, as well as the weightage of the projects and their implications to my honour's standing.
moody i oso dono why.. apparently for no reason ba.. haha getting better, but still a bit moody.. =(
emotionally unbalanced, i think due to the fact i long time dun have heart to heart talk with anyone le.. haha this prob a bit hard to solve, meebe got gf might solve, den again.. meebe not...

the score so far

total lessons up to date (exclude those i drop) 66hrs
total lesson missed = 2hrs (reasons, bad headache the previous nite, unable to wake up on time [or at least no strength to pull myself off the bed])

% attendance = 96.96%

let's hope i can keep up the good work.. ^^

the meaning of boring

lalala was pretty busy recently so not much time to update the blog... today jj sianz.. i really buay tahan le.. i finally reach a new and higher understanding of the word boring... IMAGINE..
U TAKING A MODULE CALL "COMPUTER AIDED DESIGN AND COMPUTER AIDED MANUFACTURING", in case u all dunno, it is mainly the utility of software like solidworks, autocad, nastran, etc to do engineering products, etc. Well this module might sound interesting, and i tot so initially, but as i started attending lecture.. i begin having doubts abt my thots.... first.. the lesson is boring, so far taught abt transformation of data, etc in the virtual and display space, etc etc. Secondly the lecturer is downright boring.. even trying to force my self to a 100% concentration rate, there is not one time in all these 3 weeks tat i can sit thru one lesson without slapping myself awake.. >.< make it worse, the assignment given to us is rather confusing.. and even added to tat, i have a new partner from China, tho i keep my judgements to myself for the time being, some of my other design fren told me he jitao blur blur + slack... this time.. siaoz liaoz la... !$!^!~%

nabeh.. simi sai...

sianz, today botai bo chi go lab kena aim.. pwee.. i din noe guy prof can pms one.. wat's his name... A/P Chua XXXXXXX, din even noe he existed prior to today... today heavy rain den got some students a bit late, den he started using accusing tone and told them.. NTU is covered.. so why late when there's rain -_-... then the guy say he driving ma, den the prof lan lan.. after tat a girl came late, same treatment, juz tat he never kp so much.. muz be hum sup lou la.. gy...
den his description of the lab is kinda vague, and he ask qn oso never say properly.. jitao a few of my fren oso dono wat he asking.. he ask me wat mode.. why he meant.. what are the 3 mode/way of heat transfer are there.. den i cant answer as i dono wat he asking (i noe the 3 ways are conduction, convection and radiation, juz tat the way he talk.. nabeh) den i say i cant rem.. den he lan lan.. after a while he shoot me again, ask me how to see which kinda flow is better.. when i told him it depend on the client, he jitao demean me asking if i juz came out of JC -_-... i mean, it is widely known, i know as well, tat counter flow type is more effective, but there juz might be cases where the physical environment dun allow it, or when the client/customer diliberately want a parallel flow.. so i told him, it depends on the customer and that better is juz a relative term. IF he meant efficient, i would take counter flow, den he jitao dun seems to be listening to me at all.. trying to find fault nia.. juz as i tot most lecturers are pretty good, i get this kinda fucked up prof... and due to his perhaps lack of presence, he talk cock for less den an hr den ninja away, was back at 1610 or so, ie,... he wasnt arnd for us to ask for help for more than 100minutes, go complain him den he noe,, pwee...

btw, sorrie to the readers (if there's any), i wasnt planning and thinking wat i am writing, i juz blabber out whatever tt came into my mind, tat's why it is veri jumbled and perhaps lack proper sequencing, grammer, vocab, etc..

anyway.. tat s2pid lab took all (yea, all of us) much longer than normal.. we managed to finish at arnd 5pm, when the lesson is supposed to end at 4.30pm... and he left even b4 all of us was finish, arnd 4.30pm or so... wat kind of tutor is he... i admit he has better qualification, but he is definitely the lousiest lab instructor ever, or so far tat i encountered.. even master students are so much better... -_-... so tat's where the increment to 6k per year go to.. employing and keeping "elites" like this huh... pwee...

hmm.. modules...

sianz.. cannot get the prescribe elective i wan.. aka PE.. dono why.. i put many many oso cannot get.. end up now left a few only, mainly HL804, HL808, EM108 and HS808.

HL808 = magic realism = literature module, tried to sit in for lecture today, but the lecturer a bit crap.. at a rather large lecture theatre, he refuses to use the mike, and worse part is, he talk at a volume as if he is conversing normally.. with almost no attempt to project his voice and make it audible.. and when ppl said they cant hear, he ask them to come to the front rows... but the problem is.. i am at the 4th row from the last, and there is only 2 rows in front and i am oso struggling veri veri hard juz to catch some of the words he say.. so how? i sit for 10mins and when i cant get anything from him, i decided to leave, i din even manage to get a proper intro to the module.. perhaps i am losing something good as a module.. but i guess i definitely din lose a decent lecturer >.<

HL804 = words and images = literature modules too, this one i wasnt able to attend juz yet as the lessons are on wednesday, and last wed is national day. So perhaps i will go for the 1st hr this wed to see how things are...

EM108 = some module on environmental considerations, offered by CEE, seems quite interesting, in fact i have already added it and dropped HL804. Unfortunately, it is also at wed, and it clashes with HL804, so i have to go see which one is better...

HS808 = sociological module mainly on cultures. Apparently this module is catered to those with no socio background, and apparently the course content seems to be something i am pretty familiar with (as i have took a number of Socio GEs). Taking this mod will nett me a higher chance of getting good results, but i doubt i will learn much.. and the minus pt is that the date of the exam is the same as one of my core. Good thing is tat this mod is after my core, bad thing is, i might not be able to perform optimally for this paper.. as such, i shall place it at my personal waiting list

hmm... 2nd week onli aredi feel so tired >.<... muz buck up liaoz X_X

... amusing... but a bit.. haha

realise i receive a lot of junk emails.. most of this are those... certain part enlargement... certain part lose weight, certain girl/guy/watever needs company.. but today saw the best part...

email one -> increase by up to 3inches in (insert number here) days...
email two -> reduce up to 8inches in 30days...

(so the 2 email is trying to tell me tat i can increase my waist 3inches and reduce the length of some parts of my bodies by 8inches? eh... reduce 8inches still got anything left meh...? 8inches = 20cm... anything minus twenty centimetre oso not left much le... X_X

the moment i see this 2 title, i cant help but feel amusd.. lol... why do i get so much junk email nowadays...

First day of school

hmm, successfully participated the entire day of lesson, haha quite an achievement for someone who pay 6k a year to attend exams and tutorials only. Suddenly realise that in contrary to my common belief, attending lesson shd be the norm and not attending lesson shd be minimal (and not vice versa).

Well, today at school feel quite happy attending those lectures.. why? cuz finally it seems i am starting to study things that are of apparent real practical uses.. haha mainly, concurrent design/engineering, CAD/CAM, ,etc <-- these are the actual things and methodology used out there in the mkt... and lucky for me, so far, most of the lecturers are pretty interesting and seems to be putting in effort to making the lecture as interesting as possible.. unlike some of my yr 1 and 2 lectures.. guess i shd not be skipping them anymore as they seems very impt to my future "use".

One thing tat still bugs me, ntu is a freaking war zone.. if u think great singapore sale is bad, imagine going thru 70% of the crowd everyday... sometimes even up to 80% =x haha the crowd at lunctime is atrocious.. the first week of semester is lagi worse.. nabeh... the library is so packed as if they are giving free 1000 dollar shopping voucher liddat... but then, it's good to see all those freshies... reminds me of when i first came here... haha blur and toot.. some try to act smart.. some are genuinely smart.. doesnt matter though.. in time they will become old bird like me and alot of the rest.. and by then, it's abt time to start to fine tune myself to be accustomed to the new environment i will be entering...

duh.. drifting off again as usual.. gonna take a short peek at tmr's notes den go play game le.. wahahaha

interesting math stuff

recently received an email on kids maths "solutions" saw many of those b4, but never managed to get the actual copy, haha lemme share a few with u all...

(it may not look as hilarious as i type it out, but u shd get the idea nevertheless)

qn: Expand (a + b)^n <-- read as (a + b) to the power of n

solution: (a + b)^n = (a + b)^n = (a + b)^n = (a + b)^n <--- expanded solution


qn: /
/
x / 4
/
/___
3

find x.

the student solution is... he circled the X and say, "there it is!" -_-


qn: evaluated 1/n Sin X

solution: 6

how he/she get this is realli innovative... 1/n sin X <-- n and n cancelled, therefore,
1/n sin X = 1/1 si X = 1 six = 1 (6) = 6


qn: evaluated sqrt2/2
solution: one sqrt sign -_- cuz 2 and 2 cancel of, left one sqrt nia... -_- -_- -__-!!!


after reading this, i conclude tat kids nowadays are real smart.. my times, some of us, most fierce ones, dono how to do, at most draw one smiley face.. nowadays kids realli innovative.. this kinda solution oso can come up.. especially tat six question.. kaoz... his expansion is even more difficult than the actual solution.. kudos and salute to this chap man..

mmm, proposed hypothesis

i came up with a hypothesis on why the ants suddenly migrate, cuz for the entire level, i am the only living soul right from tat period of time till now (now ppl aredi moving in). But for tat period, there is no food source in the whole level except perhaps mine, hence, they migrated to my territory and make it theirs.. easily understandable, juz dono whether true anot... anyway, while i am culling them, find baits to poison their queens, etc, i hope they juz find another target and dun force my hand and dirty them in killing them -_-.... i am no angel, but i dun wanna a devil either... -_- --__-- ---___---...

wolfberry!

Wolfberry, aka Gou Qi Zi, is a chinese herbal medicine used in many applications. From medicine to cuisine, this small little red, raisin like stuff is actually veri beneficial. A quick search in googles will yield u many results, most give more or less consistent explanation. Apparently, it contains alot of good stuff, vitamins, minerals, carbo, fibre, etc.. its macro and micro nutrition values are impressive, and it is certaintly a good food to eat..

Btw, my sudden mention of wolfberry is becuz of the herbal soup i cooked today.. wanted to do herbal chicken soup de, but cld not get alot of the ingredients, end up i onli used 5.. dang gui, yu zhu, hong zao, gou qi zi, some cut ginseng and chicken... the soup is pretty good, sweet and thick, with medicinal taste, yum yum...

shit.. i realise the ants are back again, i gonna go exterminated and carry out some mass culling exercises... be back again soon...!

2 more days left to sch reopen

sian la, school starting le la , 2more days left, study 2 days den national day, not too bad eh.. prob is, freaking hell, i din get PE again, nabeh, muz go chiong with those ah tiong, ah neh, ah toot, ah nerd, etc on the add drop period... and for those who dono, add drop starts on the first day of school... gy... i wanna clear my last pe, ifnot this sem i onli have 16 au...

speaking of which, i have promise myself not to skip lessons unnecessarily, i wanna see if attending lesson do helps me get As anot, last sem result was a great disappointment... i studied harder than normal, yet i din get much better result, i believe the onli cause is my attendance, i think i onli attend 10% of the lectures, haha...

now playing heroes V, left 2 more campaign, now at last mission of the Dungeon (aka dark elves) campaign, a bit sianz le, tat time stop after Haven campaign cuz jj sianz, haha... meebe i shd take my time, this kinda game, rush den not nice le...

been digging alot of my old games out to play, namely arcanum, pool of radiance - ruins of myth drannor, neverwinter nights, baldur's gate 2, these games are realli well made.. playing them again still nett me a lot of enjoyment and a sense of fufillment. I have decided not to invest in WoW as it realli cost a lot and i am not prepared to commit myself to online gaming, especially after i realise my 12million account in FL was somemore wiped when the malaysian server merged with the europe one. It wasnt supposed to happen as all accounts were supposed to be transferred and i still have at least 1-2months left of playing in 2 of my 3 accounts, actually to be exact, i have good and item and all stuff worth up to 20-25millions, making my one of the few veri rich guys when i first stop the game.. later i went back, alot of ppl richer den me le, but i am still filthy rich lor.. gy...

anyway, so much for my fairyland stories, back to the topic at hand... this sem is the final sem i can relac a bit and chiong for good grades, after this sem, all my future sems will be packed with modules, i was unable to find any year4 modules to take as it clashes with my other modules in terms of timing or exam dates.. so lan lan suck thumb lor >.<

sigh.. ntu oso quite screw up... argh..... dun wanna think abt it le... take things as they come ba... X_X

ant infestation

it started when i return from thailand at arnd 9th July (if i werent mistaken). Out of nowhere, suddenly 2 different "gang" of ants "colonised" my room. At first there were only like... a few foraging the area, but as time goes by, more and more are spotted. Today, i got the final straw, i was eating those sushi from Edo, and i was reading some online doc at the same time. Eating halfway, i suddenly felt weird sensation on my arms and a bit on my mouth area, i turn to look at my food. To my horror, lots of small ants are on my hand, sushi box and the table. They were like SHINOBI (ooo naruto eh, cfm is kakashi, if naruto, bokoleng i never notice), appearing out of no where.

[Some brief backgrd, as i said there were 2 diff kind of gang, one of them is the typical outdoor ant tat run fast fast, body length of abt 2mm perhaps, black and fast, i call them orh, fast and furious (aka OFF) and the second type is tose brownish small small one, climb like turtle, but managed to ninja me today, i call them Search, Hunt, Identify and Take back to nest gang, (aka SHIT)]

back to the incident, this SHIT gang of kou hia (hokkien for ants) make me have the last straw, i go into a cruel bloodlusted frenzy of ant killing almost rivalling my recent roaches extermination exercise. I burn, crush, drowned, decapitated more than a hundred of them, still i am feeling enraged. I realise i am quite powerless to stop them as i believe the s2pid queen gives birth to more ants than i can crushed. So, being a bit more in control, i surf arnd the net and realise perhaps i shd buy bait and ASSASSINATE THE QUEEN by using POISON!! (gee, sounds so much like those fantasy games) problem is, where do i get those, think i will be going to look for them tmr or the day after tmr...

base on my reading, i realise that ants need no migrate to ur hse because it's dirty or wat, they seems to do it in a rdm fashion and if they is food and moisture to be forage, salvage and gathered, they will come consistently. For my case, i think the SHIT clan have aredi reach the pinnacle of their craft. I really hope that the SHIT clan is not the infamouse Odourous House Ants found a lot in N. America, esp Kentucky. If it is den i am in deep shit.... yeah. deep shit due to SHIT clan... pwee.... anyway, i will not be the nice guy i was and let them have wat they wan.. to date, they have aredi caused me to dump alot of my food, including bread....YES BREAD!!! which they swarm it even before i have open the package... lots more stuff i have to dump b4 i eat due to these SHIT clan warriors and workers... and oh ya, the SHIT clan loves to give me the occasional bites.. juz to inform me tat i shd kill them... pwee..

from now on, I SHALL TERMINATE, ERADICATE, DEVASTATED, DESTROY, DECAPITATE, DROWN, BURN, STAKE (if possible), CRUSH, TWIST, POISON, and anyway possible to UTTERLY BANISH THEM FROM MY HOME!!! so sayeth limpeh.. nabeh...!!!!

ambiguity

wanted to write this long ago, keep forgetting. Everytime i see the lottery ticket seller at Jurong pt, this thing abt moral dilema and ambiguity keeps popping into my head. Using a disabled person to sell lottery, is this a form of justification or a form of self consolation to would-be gambers? gambling by nature is often considered detrimental, so we shd not realli get involved in gambling. Here is the prob, by not gambling, we are actually denying one of the ways tat this disadvantaged personnel can earn a living, yet by patronising them, we are actually causing some form of harm. If we bought for the sake of charity, wun it be almost the same as donating? sigh.. wat a complex situation....