mindless ramblings

Am i feeling sad juz because i subconciously wan to feel sad? and tat i subconciously is very sick and tired of the kinda life i am having? i find myself veri inhuman to try to understand my own feeling at a time like this... i am starting to question my heart why it feels the way it feels...

my mind controls how i think, my thoughts controls how i act, my action dictates how i might feel... my heart control my impulses, my impulses also controls my action, and my action again controls and affects my feelings... when mind and heart works together.. they create miracles, when they work against each other, it tears u apart...

my mind is telling me the right things, my heart is refusing to hear things, my actions despite follows my mind, is actually adding stress to my heart, my heart continues to feel the way it felt, my mind continue telling me the right things, my body continue to hang in the balance, thinking which one to follow...

duh... they dun make sense, esp now tat i re-read them.. wat am i rambling about?

tomorrow sociology quiz, until now i haven do anything, i cant seems to settle down to start reading.. nor can i settle down to think abt social issues, cultures, globalisation, hybridisation, cosmopolitan... etc...

i tot i would have learn to not commit so easily, too bad i tot wrongly.. basically, if u dig urself a hole, u jump in, and u bury urself in, it is absolutely normal for u to die... so there is no need to question why u would have died... duh... bleh.. blah.. blooo.. la.le.lo.lu.li...