happy

hehe today, actually ytd, my dear dear did/say something which makes me feel super duper happy, not gonna say wat it is.. but juz happy.. heh.. really, recently life become so much more tolerable and in fact enjoyable because of her =X, realli wish tat exams end faster, den can have more free time... and pei my dear more =x.. and of cuz, she pei me too =x..

but then again, worried for her studies, juz as i worried for mine, in fact sometimes worry more for her, cuz her burden is much heavier den mine.. >.<... but nothing much i can do except try to be as supportive as possible ba.. and meebe help a bit here and there.. pray that she can clear all her modules =) as for me, think i wun fail, but guess i wun get all As, oh, not guess.. it's definite.. dun tell me tat i am pessimistic, cuz it IS impossible... haha i am juz being realistic, not pessimistic.. b4 anyone wanna criticise, i tell u all the situation.. my core modules... 3 out of 4 is project based.. 2 of which is 50% project 50% exam, another one is 30% project, i think assignment 20%, final exam 50%.. the onli mugging module is the onli one which i hope i can get A.. and lab also have another 2 "project" which means, i have 5projects for this sem.. -_- so u understand now ya?

yaya, i noe i am nagging, but hey, it's my blog okie.. so too bad... *roll eyes* =P bu shuang ah, leave a comment and shoot me la... >.<

recent updates

haven been bloggin much, was extremely busy and sick recently...

due to the "wonderful" weather that was arnd, i was made sickly and rather weak the the past entire week or so.. as a result.. work efficiency was super low.. my aredi jialat project was made worse by my condition... as a result.. now really working super hard to try to finish it.. imagine i left CAD lab at 11pm today.. =_=...

on the other hand, thx to all these projects.. din study much for all my quizzes.. my 2004 quiz din realli study much, luckily got 73.3% which is slightly better than the average.. i wasnt expecting anythign much so this is considered good... today had my socio quiz. think going to die jialat jialat.. haiz.. but dun think will fail tho.. think at most can get B+ for that modules...

so let's see.. lemme speculate the kinda results i can hope to get..

MP3004 - B+
MP3005 - B-
MP3010 - B+
MP3071 - B+
MP3104 - A
GE808 - B+

it is perhaps an optimistic estimation, but i hope i can get A for 3004 and 3010 also.. but quite hard.. =''(

simple things makes me smile..

heh.. i am so blur.. my dear dear put a note in my bag for so long and i din realise it.. and i had to wait for her to tell me b4 i realise it *conk my own head*, but den read le really make me float.. (ok la, never float la, juz happy).. and hor... the little little things that she do and tell me realli makes me happy... hehe dono she noe anot. =P =P

hmm, quite disturbed...

i wonder if it is normal for me to feel disturbed, despite reassurance + my confidence, i still cant help but feel uneasy when this kinda things (when a certain 2nd person decide to meet a certain 3rd person) happen... i questioned myself why.. i still feel tat i am disturbed becuz of the potential for damage caused by the 3rd person rather than the 2nd person.... however, i ask myself why would i feel disturbed by him and not other guys? i have absolutely no idea.. but then again, shd not say too much abt this ba.. meebe shd revert to last time that kind of "i noe but i dun say" attitude for some issues... i noe this might not be good, but then again, saying everything out too quickly sometimes isnt good either.. mmm... duh.. dono why i am blogging this out.. altho it does feel a lil bit better to blabbler out stuff liddat.. (juz a little better tho) sigh...

*longing for a hug*

haha... =P

failure is being successful in the things that don't matter.?

haha read tat of the msn nick of one of my jc fren... think tat is an interesting way of looking at things..

perhaps instead of saying failure is being successful in the things that don't matter, we shd say it in a more optimistic way... success is being successful in the things that truly matter.. haha

well... either way, tat phrase tells us, me especially, that u cant excel in everything, and u cant concentrate and do ur best in everything too, so perhaps u shd gauge which is the most impt ones and do ur best.. (i noe this way of looking at things is kinda open to criticism, but hey, tat's y i wrote lidat.. it is to provoke some thinking in u readers okie.. hahaha)

bleh. i am so tired.. juz finished editting my mp3004 report.. did abt 3+2hrs of CAD stuff.. 3.5hrs of chess training.. i am dead beat.. not to mention i have had some veri interesting "extra curricular activities" in the morning today.. *notti grinz*

damnit.. got rubbish grade for socio quiz 1

got a B lor.. altho i never study for it.. but a B is quite bad.... anyway.. i hate MCQ quizzes.. and there is another one lor... why.. final exam oso have MCQ... WAT THE HELL.... simi SAI..... SOCIOLOGY HOW TO USE MCQ TO ASSESS STUDENT... SIMI SAI SIMI SAI SIMI SAI!!!

yippee, got into my IA intervieiwing company

Yup, i was one of the last to go for interview, so worried i wasnt even shortlisted, but yup.. i am selected to go for the company of my choice, Applera...

i admit the pay/allowance is kinda pathetic, esp for an interviewing company, but.. it is the project and the process that interest me in the first place.. heh..

below is the specified scope of the project and stuff tat i will be handling.. heh..

Scope :
Review and understand customer requirements. Define the system specifications basing on customer requirements. System conceptual design. Perform design analysis. Sub-system level and component level detailed design & drafting, including material selection. Manage the components fabrication and system assembly by working closely with vendors & suppliers. Perform functional testing and evaluation. Release the system for production use. This project is a mini product development cycle starting from voice of customer, conceptual design to product launch. Student will have hands-on experience through the different stages of the product development cycle.

stresss eh.. but think can learn alot of valuable stuff which i will need next time... good luck to myself eh~

on changes..

human resist change, whether good or bad... cuz most human dislike uncertainty, and prefer to live in their comfort zone.

How much should we resist change? To change too easily is not good, neither is being too stubborn. Change too easily and you lose ur own guiding principle and even morality, too stubborn will juz prevent u from maximising your potential... how wat will it be?

suddenly having this thought becuz i realise i too change alot over the past couple of months.. and was surprised and kinda disturbed by it.. always thought i am one who doesnt change easily as i have firm belief in things.. but on talking out with my dear and some analysison my own, it does seems my change is a change for the better perhaps... and on my own part, i never regret doing the things i did nor the changes i embraced.. so perhaps.. the change is indeed good... it is the disturbed feeling tat spur me to write all these...

i understand those stuff above are rather messy, as i din organise my thot when writing this entry, juz write wat i think.. so u might have some difficulty trying to understand... heh sorrie abt it eh.. la la la

time to go do some serious chionging , mugging and pia-ing of project..

hmm things are finally settling down a bit

well, recently couple of months have been rather jialat.. been stressed with alot of matters, family, relationship, work, etc.. but quite relieved that all the worst part are over... family stuff getting better... me and inky.. heh.. getting better oso.. onli issue left is work...

oh my gosh, ytd planned out the exam revision schedule and project deadline thingy, realise i realli might not have enuf time to finish all my revision and my projects.. most are okie, but the CAD project... jialat... now super duper slow.. today tmr gonna camp at CAD lab until 11pm le.. T_T

somemore, this 2 days wun see my dear dear... ah... but at least Fri will see her la.. heh.. so veri anticipating Fridays =x... meanwhile, muz focus and enter "super chiong" mode, suddenly into relationship again, muz be more careful with time management.. cannot be like last time single liddat.. free and easy, slacking all the way.. lalala...

hmm new skin...i mean blogskin

thx Jennifer for the new blog skin.. altho i prefers a darker colour theme.. but this is veri nice le.. thx a bunch~

Happy~ =) =) =)

Been a long time since i last felt so happy... really veri long le... ytd.. she finally agreed! =)
duh~ cant stop smiling to myself >.< but really veri happy that all the heartaches and worries and watever finally "paid" off, altho i never dare to hope for anything, realli veri exhilarated tat things turn out like this..

(supposed to freeze blog for the time being de, but this event is realli so impt tat i wanna tell everyone =x)

hmm, but then, now that most important and pressing issue has settle down a bit.. it's time i settle my other academic based problems... mm, can foresee more challenges ahead.. guess i will be fine tho.. hee~

blog freeze for the time being

well, my blog will be on hold for the moment until things arnd me settle down a bit...

first and foremost, the most impt thing for me is the waiting of someone special, precious and veri important to me... yup.. i will wait as long as it takes... (hopefully not too long.. cuz veri painful de..)

2nd and also impt is tat. i need to get out of the mess i got myself into recently... becuz of the relationship issue i had, i am now severely lagging in all my projects as well as so of my personal readings.. need to chiong back asap.. if not as time goes by, it will become increasing straining for me to find time to do things i like...

will feature my blog on msn when it is up and running again.. heh