hmm, quite disturbed...

i wonder if it is normal for me to feel disturbed, despite reassurance + my confidence, i still cant help but feel uneasy when this kinda things (when a certain 2nd person decide to meet a certain 3rd person) happen... i questioned myself why.. i still feel tat i am disturbed becuz of the potential for damage caused by the 3rd person rather than the 2nd person.... however, i ask myself why would i feel disturbed by him and not other guys? i have absolutely no idea.. but then again, shd not say too much abt this ba.. meebe shd revert to last time that kind of "i noe but i dun say" attitude for some issues... i noe this might not be good, but then again, saying everything out too quickly sometimes isnt good either.. mmm... duh.. dono why i am blogging this out.. altho it does feel a lil bit better to blabbler out stuff liddat.. (juz a little better tho) sigh...

*longing for a hug*

haha... =P