laziness self multplies

haha well juz wanna say, once a person starts to slack, it will propel itself forth and make the person even slacker.. whether at work, in school, even at play, such things is evident. For example, the moment u decided to slacken down discpline on ur self, most probably u wun tighthen the discipline ever again, even if u do so, it wun be as strict as b4. For me, it really takes a lot for me to blog.. haha i am quite lazy by nature and i am lazy to think abt wat i write and to edit for grammatical, spelling and other errors. Even logging in and starting to crap also can be quite draining for me, altho unlike alot of my frenz and even brother, i am no avid blogger, neither do i put in alot of effort to make it veri attractive or whatsoever, to me, a blog is more like an online diary WHICH I WAN PPL TO SEE, OR WHICH I DUN MIND PPL SEEING, haha... and seriously, i dun care whether anyone does read it or not, tat's y i seriously dun realli care abt its tenses, language, vocabulary, structure, grammer, etc etc.. if i can understand, i realli dun give a !%@.. haha

My Secondary School

Went back home on Sunday, after dinner with my mum, had a stroll on my own and somehow walked to my old secondary school, Ghim Moh Secondary School. I missed the gathering the day b4 as i was quite sick.. and i kinda regretted it.. As i was walking outside the school, i notice many differences and similarity from last time. Firstly, the "front gate" that we used to use is no longer used, it is locked at put there, a side gate has been build and this has become the main functional gate, or so i perceive. There are other small changes but overall, from wat i can see from the outside, the place remain almost the same. Looking thru the "front" gate into the school, looking at the basket ball court, the bookshop, the multipurpose court, the hall, the class room, the labs, the staff offices, and even the school attendant's "house", waves of memories flood me and an extremely nostalgic feeling almost overwhlem me, i went around and look into the school from another spot. This time it is along the road extending into Raffle's Junior College, from there i could see the technical lab, the porch/foyer, the assembly ground, the soccer field, and even the chin up bar, where even more memories started to come back.. i cld almost say that almost all of my sec sch life was pretty good.. other than the fact that i din managed to get the girl i like, life was pretty much wonderful. I have one of the best of grades, have lotsa frenz, could play soccer, basketball, chess, even magic card with my frenz as and when i like it.. even go to my frenz house to chill out, etc.. life was wonderful back then.. haha...

well after that i walk over to my pri school, altho memories fills me again, this time it wasnt as intense, i guess pri school memories is more like a child hood memory, most distant and more vague.. but all in all.. this little stroll i took, served to remind me to cherish wat i have, wat i have which seems will be there forever might not be so after all.. juz like my sec school, which will be "mergin" and relocated to be known as Clementi Woods secondary school if memory didnt fail me.... sigh...

wish list?

my personal wish list currently

1. Neverwinter Nights 2 - cost $59.90
2. Razor Krait, or any similar cheap gaming mouse, approx 40bucks?
3. a mountable fan

but recently not having money to buy ba...
need to save up for my dear's bdae.. also need to save up for clothes that i most likely need to buy for IA... need to save up for phantom of the opera too... so.. bb to my wishlist.. have to wait until at least february.. argh...

mouse died...

duh... my logitec G1 mouse juz gimme the last straw i could took yesterday.. it started abt a week ago, where its scroll started going crazy.. started to either (i) scroll up and down repetitively without any user input (ii) refuse to move at all when user does input command... it caused days of frustration, dizziness and even headache.. cuz was reading notes on screen and u can imagine my eyes moving up and down when the mouse "auto" scrolls...
well from Sunday onwards, the scrolling problem kinda subsided, partially due to the fact i open up the mouse and did some minor maintenance, partially due to the "melee" punishment i give the mouse.. ie.. bang it.. however, when with one prob gone, the other comes, now the left click become semi functional.. i.e. it doesnt register a left click everytime u click, and if u click and hold and drag, it will give way halfway (sounds funny, give WAY halfWAY, lol)
that's it.. with this kinda mouse, i cant play chess, i cant play game and i will frustrate myself further this.. end up.. i had to switch back to the semi faulty Acer mouse i have.. first time use logitec mouse, haven hit 1 year, mati aredi.. and first time i have to dump a mouse not due to the mouse feet getting wear off or watever..

damn the s2pid claim of dono how many million clicks we can use on the mouse.. i confirm haven even click up to 1000k times.. assume i use it for 1 year, 200days (severe overestimate as i use it at mouse for half a year, bought it last sem if i din remember wrongly), assume 10click/min, 6hrs use per day, total = 10 x 6 x 60 = 3600clicks, total clicks = 720000clicks.. not even 1million.. zzz pwee. gonna buy razor krait when i am free.. but duh.. i am low on cash this couple of months.. sad case..

on exams

can onli say this time exam jialat aredi.. hopefully dun screw up too badly, if not i can kiss my 2nd upper good bye.. but nonetheless, need to prepare myself for IA, so i should not brood too much.. let's hope.. hope tat can get 2As and 2Bs and PE watever grade oso okie...
haha hope hope...

long time never update

well long time never update my blog, but exam ma, so not much time... exam finished last friday.. but was slacking and resting away.. and of cuz, was quite sick.. so din do much.. heh.. will be inputting a few entries this time.. cuz some interesting things, to me at least, did happen and i will try to pen down as much as i can remember

DUH DUH

with respect to my last post, and with awareness of how much time i have and how much i have studied.. i am reluctant to say tat the expectation in my previous post is kinda a super high end..
this sem can get average B+ considered very good le, considering i wun be able to finish studying for any single module, and considering the fact that even if i do, i wun have time to do pass year paper at all..
and seriously, i need to have avg B+ for me to be still within the "imaginary" 2nd upper range.. die die..

*pray pray* i get good results >.<